Thursday, January 26, 2006
"suan liu liu" de feeling
"suan liu liu" is a chinese description word..well i'm kinda controlling myself..for somethings norh..perhaps onli ppl who reali noe mi well noe wad is it lor...e feeling tats is mention express how i'm feeling rite now..after saw some1's dp la..but i was jus thinking..mayb its jus a god-sis or sth.. i hope its true la..hmm...i recently got a god-bro..he is technical clz de..but he wants to learn,jus tat his clz enviroment is not gd..haha..i noe him cuz of last yr saw my fren wid him-bro&sis relation,thn he got my no. lor..anyway its no big deal la..jus tat kinda of disappointed wid tat stupid dp...ppl sae:a picture speaks a thousand words..tats veri true..from tat stupid dp i can think of so much thing..i think ar sooner or lata e white hair can b seen ar..i try not 2 let ppl c tat 'suan liu liu' feeling..cuz its not a gd 1..hehes..mayb soon will b my choice to give up? nobody noe..continue?but how?...haiz(my 1st sigh in 2006) actually i predicted this would happen..meaning i would feel sad la for this yr..cuz i hav 2 concentrate on my studies..no time for this kinda matters..but its for my own good..anyway i oso cant find any excuses to c him wad...so jus lyk tat norh...put it aside till tis yr end liao..thn i could reali start to hav the mood n readyness for it..wad for i think for now n my future is @ a dead end?..but i hope tis 1yr is not wasted for nothing..haha..hmmm..@ least i did smile everytime i c him..not once i hav i every hav a gloomy face in front of him..okie time for mi 2 stop anyhow guess ppl's relationship jus b'cuz of stupid dp..period.hmm...new yr coming..bought everything liao..but lata gng to kovan collect jeans cuz i took it 2 alter..aiya cuz i short wad..every1 noes..but its okie..@ least i'm e tallest among my sisters..muahahahaha..
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Monday, January 09, 2006
\\=new beginning=//
hahas..long time nvr write my blog le..tink cus of skool work+lazy bah..LOL..now is alrdy 2006,another yr had passed..so fast..having bad results is a bad thing which happened 2 mi last yr..so tis yr i'm not gng 2 slag anymore..i muz work hard n get good grades 2 go poly...so tat i will go into e course i want in a easier way..hmm...i want a B4-english,B3-mt,A1-e maths,B3-A maths,B3-combine science,B4-humans.. haha izzit too high?? but i muz dare to aim high+work hard=gd grades!think of 2006,i will hav my own resolutions..hah!well,i want to grow tall-of cus..b'cos i noe by 20yrs old i be smaller..lyk my sisters..so i muz grow tall..hehehehes...aiya..somemore hor..i oso wanna loss weight..its abit ridiculous 4 a small gal 2 weigh so heavy rite?but muz lose 2kg within 5mths..tink can bah..^^my relationship thingy ar..after studies thn sae..although i wish 2 cope studies&relationship together,i still tink i shld gif piority 2 studies..yea!BUT tat doesnt mean i've given up..i'lll b studying n waiting @ e same time 4 tat 'some1' 2 get ready..n 4 mi 2 get ready 2 face lots of challanges!okie la...don sae so much,or else my heart will be empty,nth 2 tink of...
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